I am beginning to regret having toe surgery. I know it only would’ve gotten worse with time, but I’m worried that this second fix is not working.

It’s been 10? days since the pin was pulled and it’s starting to look floppy to me again. Like post-surgery the first time. Only this time it was straight the first week-ish.

Then this Tuesday I thought it felt funny. I almost called the doctor about it. But Wednesday it felt fine again. I’ve been changing the bandages every few days and it’s looked fine.

Until this morning. Today it’s hanging low. It’s wobbly and I feel heartbroken. Truly, I feel like crying right now.